Woke up early this
morning. I heard a dog barking in the distance and it brought me back in
time...
When I was a kid (8) I
witnessed a pack of running dogs. I was living in a rural, wooded area with my
family. There was no leash law (not yet anyway) so people would just open their
doors and let their dogs out to roam free. There was a lot of dog shit to avoid
in the neighborhood.
Some of the turds would be
a chalky white and we (my friends and I) would notice this phenomenon once in a
while and laugh. We wondered about the strange changes that the turds underwent.
What did it mean? Were the dogs sick? Maybe worms were to blame; sucking all
the color from the turds on their way out to the lawn. Heavy questions indeed.
Having to scrape dog shit
from your sneakers with a stick was a task everyone had to do on occasion. It
sucked but it was no big deal. We were used to it. Woe to the kid who tracked
it into the house.
I had gotten up early on a
Sunday morning and went out to play. My parents were still sleeping. The whole
neighborhood was still sleeping. The morning was chilly, wrapped in a mist and
dense, sea-gray fog. The fog was so thick it was exciting. Mysterious. I felt
like I was on some alien planet or otherworldly dimension. The gloom erased
everything in swaths of deep charcoal. I passed through the fog and felt like a
ghost.
And then they appeared. They
were running, dog tags jingling. They were running toward me, hidden by the
fog..
And then they suddenly burst
through. There were at least twelve of them. Some I recognized from around the
neighborhood. Others I did not.
The dogs had no interest
in me. They divided the pack and dogs raced past me on both sides. I stood
perfectly still as they passed.
Then they were gone,
swallowed by the fog. I stood listening to the fading jingle of the collars.
I wondered where they were
going. With no one around, they claimed the foggy neighborhood for themselves.
To feel wild, like wolves again. I’d seen the Durkin’s German shepherd, Schultz,
Mrs. Hanscomb’s little terrier Maxie, Stephanie Kelly’s boyfriend’s pitbull,
Butch. Other dogs I didn’t recognize. A hulking Saint Bernard took up the rear.
I found it reassuring that all these different dogs congregated every morning
and returned to a kind of pack mentality. It must feel good, I thought. Primal. To race
through the cool fog feeling feral and happy to be a PART of something. Indulging
their canine behaviors with others like them. It was something more powerful and
enjoyable than being cooped up and alone with stupid humans; trapped in a house
full of strange sounds and smells. And rules.
The dogs had faded away.
The neighborhood was chilly and still once again. I went home to wait for my
friends to wake up and come outside,
Then the neighborhood was
OURS.
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